9 of Clubs


Envy, which pushes to surpass limits.
The feeling of being indispensable.
Pushing oneself beyond limits out of fear of being overtaken by others.

I am your alarm signal!

You have overdone yourself.
You go beyond the limits of your strength.
You are involved in a misunderstanding of work ethics and necessities.
You have forgotten to take breaks and enjoy yourself.

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8 of Diamonds


Surprising, unexpected happenings.
The WOW-Effect!
Changes in your job / money situation.
Readiness to face new situations, whether at work or in everyday life, in a relaxed way.

With the 8 of diamonds you are invited to be ready for surprising turns. No time for blinders! Let your project grow wings and expose it to the wind. Start every day anew, open yourself to new impulses. Learn, grow in everything you do.

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7 of Clubs


Deep, human empathy
In sorrow and in joy.

Tears are a key to emerge again from inner isolation.
Weeping is an expression of a loving relationship with ourselves.
Through tears, frozen feelings can melt and begin to flow again.
The released energy can be expressed anew in creativity and love for life.

It is a privilege to be able to cry.

In a single tear you are joined with all people.
Since all times it is the same soft, salty waters in the eyes of the Amazon native as it is in the big city folk of Tokyo.

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7 of Diamonds

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Starting a project.
Patience, perseverance, goal-oriented,
through continuous progression growth and good outcome is guaranteed

Practical for you:

  • you get down to work
  • you are reliable
  • you appreciate small progress
  • the next step is revealed to you from the step you have just taken
  • you are in harmony with what is happening and do not let yourself be rushed
  • regarding your work you stand with both feet on the ground
  • you recognise the signs, the help, the 'coincidences' that come to you from outside

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Ace of Clubs


What it is about:
Death and new beginnings.
If something new wants to emerge, the old must pass away.
The powerful creative force behind everything that emerges and passes away.
Primordial trust in life, which pours from the old into the new at every moment.
Life is in a state of constant flux. It knows no full stop, not even a comma, it has no reverse gear, it knows only change. Nothing can be done about this.

No Compromise

"Be greeted," my mother said to me. We both knew that her end was near. I waited, as if rooted to the spot under the open door to her room. It was surreal bright. A speck of light on the wall behind her looked like the radiant evening star. Enchanted by this solemn atmosphere, I stood there. I, grateful daughter, charmed by the miracle of the moment.

My mother seemed strong. It seemed as if the darkness of the disease had already gone out of the window and surrendered to the burning.
Briefly, it flashed through my mind how I had experienced much sadness with my mother in the course of our life together: three of her children, three brothers of mine, died shortly after birth. I was still very young and understood little.

My red wooden spinning toy was lying on her bedspread in front of me. She had kept it for me. I was touched. That was my mother! It all suited her.

"Picked up is not put off," she said and gave me the toy.

Shortly after, she died. I sat beside her during her last breath. Alone.
This being alone in powerful moments of my life would be repeated many more times.

Now, as a woman, I am reaping the fruits of that time. I stand rooted in life with confidence and know from first-hand experience that nothing can be taken for granted, that there is no guarantee of life, that I am unique and must remain so until the last day.

So, no lazy compromises! No unscrupulous deals with the devil! No sacrificing for a false smile. I am woman, a human being, I am dignity, I have an upright walk!



There is that place, there in the darkness, where aliveness whispers.
Where everything dances to a deep, powerful song.
It is the sound of primal trust, the dowry for our existence.
Characters of an ancient language glide through the space.
Their poetry is steeped in creation.
It tells of the birch sapling,
it dreams of the sweetness of the rose fragrance,
it speaks of the growing human being,
of the irrepressible driving force of becoming and passing away,
of the eternally changing life.

King of Diamonds


As a person
A wise teacher. A genuine leader of mankind. An entrepreneur who brings out the best in his associates. A wealthy, rich person (internally and/or materially) who allows others to share in that wealth.
Learns and teaches through experience, deep insight into the laws of nature, benevolent wisdom, generous, well grounded!

A strange meeting

A. is sitting at the table in his study. Fresh air brings winter into the room through the tilted window. His nostrils flare. The smell of snow has a most delightful perfume today. His head aches. Dull he feels.

Everything at the same time.

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Jack / Maid of Hearts


As a person:
A joyful, youthful person who loves beauty. A bon vivant and emotional surfer who is at home in the flow of his own life. Shows affection and dislike without restraint. Bearer of a message of love to the people.
Spontaneous, passionate, emotionally involved, youthful trust in life in daily riding of emotional waves.

There is glitter all over the place. It is fairy dust. It comes from many unfulfilled wishes and dreams of the past year.

There, a little girl collects it full of delight and brushes it on her forehead. She wants to be able to fly. She wants to turn air castles into joy. She wants to be an angel.

The little girl reminds me of my childhood, when all secrets were still alive.

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Queen of Clubs


As a person:

The mother of the questioner.
This Tarot Card represents also the many roles and faces of the mother.

To show the complexity of the roles of our mothers and ourselves as mothers, I took an All-In-One snapshot:


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Jack / Maid of Spades


As a person:
Youthful person, adventurous like a child
optimistic, intuitive, confident, playful, spontaneous, cheerful

This card takes you to the park or the playground where children romp around freely according to their whims: here, there, sometimes jumping, sometimes running, sometimes singing, sometimes shouting ... then again quietly dreamy baking cakes in the sandbox, always driven by their wonderful desire to be surprised and their tireless inclination to discover the unknown.

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